me: if he doesn’t love me for who I am then screw him.
me, an intellectual: maybe if I lose more weight he will finally like me.
5'4 40lbs down, 40 more to go...
me: if he doesn’t love me for who I am then screw him.
me, an intellectual: maybe if I lose more weight he will finally like me.
To all of you anas with shitty boyfriend’s that trigger you all the time. This is not normal and you deserve so much better. That isn’t like a side effect of having an ED. My boyfriend supports me. He hates that I starve myself but he loves me and knows that nothing he says will change my mind. He encourages me to eat light meals and then excercise with him. He even saw me eyeing a food/exercise journal in paperchase and wouldn’t let me but it because Christmas was coming up.
Oh. Can have an ED and a successful relationship. Don’t let anyone tell you any different.
me: Im tired of beinf fat Im going to start restricting.
also me: Im so sad because Im fat Im going to eat nine donuts.
This is so me.
Me: I need to work out everyday
Also me: *sits around and does nothing all day*
Me again: I just don’t ever have time to workout
me after being sick for a week: i wonder if i lost weight
me after my period ends: i wonder if i lost weight
me after breathing: i wonder if i lost weight
Me @ everyone else: yeah!! Body positivity for everyone!!! All bodies are beautiful!!
Me @ me: except yours you piece of shit
food does not control me. calories do not control me. cravings do not control me. i control myself. i choose what to eat and what to leave on my plate. i choose whether to treat myself or go to bed hungry. i choose whether i become skinny or stay like this forever. i am in control.
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